Step 1. Get a job Step 2. Find a temporary place to live.

Todo Step 3. Buy a house

Amanda left today to move to Baltimore. Dallas is going to be a lot lonelier without her. I miss her. I've never really come clean with how much I count on her to connect me to the world because I'm all aloof and shit. The past two days I've been very angry and irritable. I had a lot of stuff welling up inside but no idea how to say it. This has been a very rough setback to my ten year plan to live in Dallas.